Wow, it’s being months since i last update my blog. Pardon me cos i was really busy with lots of stuff, final sem in final year is really no joke..Assignments come early, then come tests, then come final year project exhibition, then submission of thesis and finally, exam.
Life’s being good for me, I passed all my papers last sem and score 1A and 4 B’s which is something i didn’t expect and i’m just glad that i manage to go to final sem without any failure on hand. Speaking of exam, i having my final in 3 weeks time and i barely start of my revision this semester. Hope i can pull it through and enjoy the 3-4 months holiday before continue my studies at UK. I’m doing top up degree at SHU for 3 months and i’ve kinda decided to continue with MBA there for a year, if nothing else pop up to change my mind.
Over the past week i was busy with ProDEx, some exhibition to show our final year project and i’ve somehow managed to get 3rd prize for my project. Well the event itself is fun cos i’ve come across many coursemates that i’ve nvr talk to and it bring us closer due to boringness(i’m doing case study so you get the drift, ppl won’t come and ask much haha). I was kinda regretting few days b4 the event as i was really stressed with the preparation for it and the fact that the deadline for thesis submission is coming right up on the following week. Anyway i’m just glad it’s over and thinking i’m silly to be feeling that. I actually enjoyed myself and relief that i didn’t pull out from it.
I don’t know if i should be posting this but i feel kinda down since yesterday. Took a short nap at night before waking up for a football match(watching Liverpool that is) and i dream of you. In the dream it was back to the time where i’ve just find out bout you and him. I hug u like i always do like a baby and asked you if you have anything to tell me, your eyes were teary and said no. It hurts, hurt so much that i keep thinking that maybe i should have given you the chance to speak to me. I wish we had maintained our friendship but seems like you think that we are both better off without each others. Sometimes, i just wished i could have dealt with it better than what i did. Am i over you?yes i am, i knew we are done the moment i’ve found out about it cos i know you too well. It’s just that I have too much regret with you, so much things that you wanted to do with me but i denied them because i was afraid to try. Sad ain’t it?Sometimes i wonder what is love, you love someone but what if they changed?You still love them for who they are or what they changed to?Love is a weird thing…
That’s all for now, Merry X’mas to everyone =)
