bearbear’s world

No, no, i’m not gonna talk about me and my ex again, this is something that i’ve seen and start wondering.

Back to the most asked question, what is love?

When 2 person are so ‘in love’ with each other, they make all kind of promises. They feel they are made for each other and get married.

I always wonder how long can this love feel last, does this feel really last forever without fading?Say you’ve lost that loving feeling after 10 years with a kid, what’s gonna get your through the remaining 40 years with someone you used to love so much but has no feeling anymore?Responsibility for your family?

People always talk about true love, how do you classify a love as true love?Everyone has a requirement standard for their partner. Boys only get attracted to someone he thinks is beautiful and girls, will they choose Ronaldinho if he isn’t famous?So for those of you who have an idea on what’s true love, start blasting me =p

At the end of the day, looks and money is the factor isn’t it?

I’m sorry if i offended anyone, it’s just how i feel. Cheers =)

My car plate number came out 1st prize on Magnum!!!!I thought of buying yesterday but when i got back to Subang it was already over 7pm

There goes my fund for new monitor, new rims, new diecast car, new gf….LOL =p

Talking bout luck >.<

I’m so freaking tired of hearing complaint about you, can’t you just grow up?geeezz

Tell me any other kid who is 18 can spend Rm400+ on phone calls anddon’t get their line suspended by their parents?How many times have you done it?Everything you say you understand and what happen next?you did it again…

You think i don’t know why dad increase your pocket money?Whose paying your ‘debt’ to mum when mum nag about it?And yet you can complaint when your parents buy something for your brother, look at your freaking closet full of cloths and tell me now, do you still wanna complaint?

You always complaint that your bro has a credit card while you don’t have one, looking at your spending habit i doubt you will ever gonna get one from your parents. Do you know how much a graduate made each month?ohh crap, you are only a SPM holder. Try comparing it to how much you spend each month?

You have to learn self control, enough said. I’m not gonna say anything to you anymore face to face anymore because i’m tired of talking bout it, you’ve gotta learn how to be an adult rather than acting like a spoilt kid.

Monday blue, always being wondering how does it feel to have a bad monday. Today i sort of have it.

1. Woke up feeling so damn tired, as if i did not sleep at all.

2. 8.8 working hour and i think i’m sitting there like a doll for at least 7 hours reading catalog, reference book and chat with some of the staff there. My supervisor are too busy to gv me any work today. The only thing i really do is going down to line and ask operator some questions which takes less than 5 minutes?

3. Got this terrible headache after reading J’s reference book XD

4. Some guy double park and block my car, call him for like 10 minutes but no answer so i went to reception counter and the guard tell me “i tak tau buat announcement english” -.- have to wait for that fella for like 10 minutes after he answer the phone, Then when he come he actually stand opposite the car and talk on phone for awhile b4 getting on the car, WTH???I know your car is tall and probably u can’t see me but i call u for so damn long??

5.Saw my Ex’s sister driving out of my housing area, arrgghh emo mode again

Better go to bed early b4 something else happen again >.<

It’s weird that 2 person that can’t bare to not see each other for even one minute can be stranger after 5 years, life is weird isn’t it?

I’m tired of blogging and whine about us, i guess you don’t need me anymore, not even as a friend. I sure you have all your reason just like when you choose him but I know I can’t continue like this anymore. Why should i punish myself for being loyal?

How great is love anyway?Do you still love someone as much that doesn’t love you anymore no matter what they did?I admit that deep down my heart i still have feelings for you but i asked myself all over and over again, can i forget things that you do?It’s not who you’ve chosen but it’s the way you left me in the dark.

Hope that you find your own happiness, i wish that i find mine too one day. Sometimes losing something really highlights what that matters to you the most without you noticing. =)