bearbear’s world

Yesterday when work is over, i was walking down to the main entrance with another trainee, well let call him J as he prefer tat rather than his chinese name.

I saw those operators standing at the exit waiting to swap their id card to record their working hours so i was wondering why aren’t they leaving yet but instead crowding around the machines.

J : Cos they get paid extra for going back 5 minutes later than the bell, Rm5/day for it and if they come to work before 7.30am they get paid Rm15/day.

Me : wow, so they get paid Rm20/day for coming early to dance and goin back 5 minutes late?

J : Ya, funny isn’t it?Come early and dance, go back 5 minutes late and get paid Rm20/day extra.

Me : LOL

*dance : japanese company like ppl to exercise b4 work but the moves are like dancing so we call it dance

So this morning, when i went to the office

Me : Hey, you realize that they are actually paying the operator to dance more than what they pay us for monthly allowance?

J *with suprised look* : Ya!!I didn’t realize that

Me : …..

And he’s being working there for 3 months already -.-

FYI, We get paid Rm325/month for allowance and you do the maths =p

Was chatting with her sis, actually my intention is to know what’s up with her lately.(I dream bout her again 2 days ago, she was in my car and i touched her hand but she pushed my hand away >.<)

Maybe talking to her sis wasn’t a right choice, her sis told me that she’s getting married.

I know i shouldn’t have any feeling on her anymore but why am i feeling pain in my heart?

I guess there’s really no way back anymore(how naive of me?), no matter how much i dream of her, how much i miss her, how much i love her.

I’m so tired……

I was very nervous for past couple of days because my result will be out today (5th March). Sleepless night(reduced compare to last time as i’m really tired due to work, not the nature of work but the time i hv to wake up every morning lol)

I was trying to check the result at the office using my supervisor’s computer(when he went for meeting =p)but seems like the connection is kinda blocked where you can only surf the company website. Well i was just tying to see if it can surf cos i can’t really make up my mind whether i wanna check it that early or not, though of checking it after work initially.

Then around 415pm ah ben sms-ed me “Congra you pass all”, i was happy at the 1st glance at my phone before i wonder since when i gv him my id and ic to check my result?So i guess he sms-ed the wrong person but he replied that there’s a list in college stating who pass and fail. Wooot, happily call my sis *hoping she wasn’t asleep and she wasn’t, luckily lol* and ask her to check for me.

Really can’t believe my results, i thought there will be many C as i’m really short on confident on 4 of the papers but after double check, no, triple check, no, i forgot how many times i log in to check my result to verify it’s real *someone pls slap me?* Here’s the result.

I guess i’m really lucky to get this average result cos i really didn’t expect to do better than my 1st sem, thanks to some of the lecturer who i think help me in a way cos i know i really didn’t do well in some of the papers. Even happier is that the paper i thought i will fail for sure and i got a C+(ATME 4213), that’s the paper i’ve talked about here where i was having trouble with the assignment. I’m just glad it’s all over and i don’t have to resit on coming April.

Strangely, the 1st thing i feel like doing once i know my result is to call you and tell you about it. The thought came so naturally but i guess it’s best not to disturb you anymore. Remember when i was in diploma where i always fail my papers and how you encourage me?Now when i got it right, you are not here by my side to share it anymore.

How ironic life can be.