bearbear’s world

After everything that we have gone thru, i really can’t believe you can just ignore me like this.

The one that i once love the most, the one that i care the most, is also the one that hurt me the most.

What happen to the talk you said you wanted to have with me?It’s just to give me hope for an explaination and yet crush it and hurt me again?

You’ve changed so much, so much that i sometimes feel i just don’t know you anymore.

I feel so stupid now kept dreaming of you even after you left me, dreaming us getting back together.

Sometimes when i wake up i really wish this is all just a dream, but deep down i know it’s too painful to be a dream.

胡彦斌 – Waiting For You

金色的舞鞋伴着音乐 baby你的眼睛是一弯深邃的湖水
哦忽明忽灭掩藏不可思议的美
让我晕眩在悬崖边谁知一睁眼就不见
waiting for you i’m waiting for you
waiting for you kiss me at the night
为何你cinderella 留给我一望无际的思念
waiting for you i’m waiting for you
waiting for you come here to my dream
牵着你不断旋转一直到黑发变成了银线
waiting for you waiting for you 直到永远

哦忽明忽灭掩藏不可思议的美
让我眩晕在悬崖边谁知一睁眼就不见
waiting for you i’m waiting for you
waiting for you kiss me at the night
为何你cinderella 留给我一望无际的思念
waiting for you

waiting for you waiting for you
waiting for you
waiting for you i’m waiting for you
waiting for you kiss me at the night
为何你cinderella 留给我一望无际的思念
waiting for you i’m waiting for you
waiting for you come here to my dream
牵着你不断旋转一直到黑发变成了银线
waiting for you waiting for you
waiting for you

Wooohoooo, i got myself a Mac!!

This is my 2nd Apple product after my lovely Ipod Touch

Here’s a screen shot of the desktop

Some of you might think of opening your MSN and kacau me saying me “rich men, buy expensive gadget again”.

Well you can stop cos it’s not a Mac, just my normal PC and modified with some 3rd party software to make it Mac-a-like.

I got bored on this lovely Saturday and was browsing thru Lowyat forum, saw this blog teaching you how to do it from scratch so anyone of you who is intersted can just click on the link

http://www.osx-e.com/articles/emulation_manuals.html

Don’t worry it’s very simple, just follow the guide and you’ll be alright.

I’ve started my industrial training last monday and basically the 1st week was more like a training to me, they have 5 section in the factory so i’ve being learning each section per day. Following is a pic i took in the toilet(ya poor me cos i feel weird taking pic myself if front of everyone so the best option is toilet?haha) My sis said i’m like a patient waiting to be operated, choi! -.-

It’s actually what they call as “overall”, have to wear it as i was having Paint Shop training the other day(Damn blardy hot wearing it walking around in a fan environment). Well the training itself is great cos i get to know the whole process of producing a car, hope to learn more in the following weeks and maybe get some idea for my FYP.

My sis was saying that my blog is lacking of pic, so there you go sis. I’m not a cam whore so don’t compare me and you LOL =p

That’s all for now =)

Got shocked today when i wanted to fetch my sis as i saw some deep scratches on my dad’s car bumper, i’ve being driving it for past 2 days and i was wondering when i hit it. Perhaps scratching it while parking?But i don’t recall parking the car to any divider at the driver side. My mum told my dad on the phone and apparently it wasn’t me, it was there caused by someone else=p [You noob, scared the hell out of me! XD]

I mean come on, i’m a safe driver if not a good one and although i scratch my dad’s car once but that was unseen as it was under the bumper, accident once since i got my license and she was with me that time, so many 1st time with her >.< hell, it’s CNY and i should just get over her but i dream of her again on the eve of CNY at my hometown and my CNY mood is totally gone. Wondering what’s wrong with me keep dreaming of her…is it some hint?okok, forget bout her, we shall move on

Btw my sis still haven’t got her license yet *rolleyes* so i’m now still officially the driver in this house but that wouldn’t last long since i’ll start my intership next week so, good luck to you my sis=p

YS msg me today telling me he will be leaving for Australia tonight, well i wish you all the best in your studies and hope you get what you wish for(except the girls, save it for me XD). Time past really fast, a year ago we were still crazy and chatting everyday over Skype like 8 kong. Now all disappear duno where d -.-

That’s all for now i guess, btw i’m grounded for today as my dad says it’s best for you to stay at home today. Sounds like i’ll be in deep trouble if i go out haha. Well doesn’t make any difference since i don’t have any date so stay at home and be a papa boy LOL

Happy Valentine’s Day =)