bearbear’s world

I slept around 12 last night and woke up by a phone call from this guy who i’m suppose to meet this coming weekend for a new pair of wiper.(Ya i’m selling wipers, as my side income =p) He said that someone added him in Yahoo Messenger and claim to be me offering him ridiculous price and giving him an account number which does not belong to me.

Haiz…people nowdays damn smart in conning la now can even pretend to be someone and con. Lucky this buyer is smart enough to call me and clarify.

Oh ya my assignment, was prepared to be rejected yesterday when i pass it up again with my partner but we waited outside his office for like 20 minutes cos he was scolding another student(I heard alot of us kena rejected).Then we went in and he said “Just leave it here, i don’t wanna say anything anymore” LOL ya see what he’s gonna say on lecture on thursday. Guess he’s gonna be emo to the whole class on Thursday morning.

My grandma was admitted to hospital cos she can’t breathe properly on sunday morning. My dad rush down to kampung and when her condition is stable he brought her to SJMC for checking. Apparently there’s nothing wrong with her but she said it’s my grandpa(passed away 3 years ago)who wanna bring her down(Meaning want her to die and accompany him). My dad say there are brushes all around grandma’s legs. 0.o

I was browsing through lowyat forum moment ago and i read someone putting this on his signature

One night as i was crying under the dim moonlight, a stars said to me:
“If she makes u cry so much, y dun u leave her?”
I looked up at the stars & said :”Star, would u ever leave ur sky?”

It has being 6 days since we last talked, i just hope you can be back soon so i can have a talk with you cos it really hurts me. Will i do it?Can i really do it?I don’t know either because obviously, i still love you.

Life sux…

It’s bad enough that you have to wake up on a Saturday morning for a class, it went worse for me today after my assignment was rejected by my lecturer with this comment “You are looking at the solution, not the problems”, “Do you know your problems?You never analyze your problems” WTH just tell me what i did wrong la!

You give me a problem and i give you my point of view how i want to solve it but now you are telling me my idea is wrong. Where it went wrong?I was asking for opinion and he say “It’s not my problem” -.- arrgghh i have a feeling i’m gonna have a rough semester ahead.

Of course my mood went down hill wondering what i can do to satisfy him, in my 2 hours class after that i was sort of dreaming already and now i gotta buck up with some tutorial practice for what i missed before i start to lose myself in the studies.

Nothing seems to go right for me lately except last week where my result are released and i passed all my papers. Ya that’s what i wish for but soon I’m hit with something else which makes me really depressed even my results couldn’t cheer me up. What is it?Don’t feel like revealing it now but maybe later on when i get over it with solutions I’ll talk bout it.

That’s all for now, gotta rush for a pre-report and my stupid assignment which i have to pass up again on Monday.

Wish me luck!!

Hi everyone,

Ya i wanted to have a blog for a long time but didn’t know how to do it. So ngam i’m free today cos i sort of skipped school(Lecturer went somewhere so my morning classes are canceled, moreover my college is doing some renovation work at the car park causing insufficient of car park. Ya all are just excuses, i’m a lazy bear)

I actually registered with blogspot but douglas say wordpress are better and since he’s my master i better listen to him!haha!

I was trying with names like bearbear and bluebear but it’s all taken, only left my worthless name is still available =p bearbear as because it’s my nick all these while and bluebear cos i was kinda sad lately and douglas said it mean dejected.

Why i wanted to have a blog?I don’t know, just for fun and filling up some of my time i guess.